Journal of Random Happenings and Thoughts

well im back, on the proverbial horse again.

lifes been neat in that time i was dead, got a few odd jobs.

currently looking for that mystical summer job.
itll never come. so ill shovel shit or whatever cuz it pays.
not much but enough.

ill be heading to ottawa, im thinking ill find my inner child on sparks st.

fingers crossed guys.

this abandoned house i discovered a few days ago has become this kind of obession. theres alot of books and beautiful penned notes with clothes still in closets there. alot of is that old time religion type thing, all about satan and stuff. i wanna get acquainted with the guy that died there.

i also wanna do some fashiony shoots soon. something neat. i might even hunt down some hobos. or i might take the easy route and just call a few friends and get drunk. take some pics and wat have you.

so untill i decide, peace yall


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-A Song I Currently Have On Repeat-
"Thrash Unreal - Against Me!"

If she wants to dance and drink all night, well there’s no one that can stop her.
She’s going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor.
This night is gonna end when we’re damn well ready for it to be over.
Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time.
We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release.

You get mixed up with the wrong guys.
You get messed up on the wrong drugs.
Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn’t really plan on going.
When people see the track marks on her arms she knows what they’re thinking.
She keeps on working for that minimum,
as if a high school education gave you any other options, you know.
They don’t know nothing about redemption.
They don’t know nothing about recovery.
Some people just aren't the type for marriage and family.

No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.
No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to sleep alone.


She’s out of step with the style.
She don’t know where the actions happening.
You know the downtown club scene ain't nothing like it used to be.
You reach a point where there’s not a lie in the world
that you could use to make the boys believe you're still in you twenties.
But they keep getting younger, don't they baby?
She’s not waiting for someone to come over and ask for the privilege.
She can still hear that Rebel Yell just as loud as it was in 1983, you know.
There ain't no Johnny coming home to share a bed with her and she doesn’t care.

No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.
No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to sleep alone.

No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.
And if she had to live it all over again you know she wouldn’t change anything for the world.

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Projects
1. Natural Aether <50%> must find a more powerful comp to render it (itll take a week on mine)

2. "Vulnerable" Photoshoot <0%>

3."On Fire" Photoshoot <0%>

4. "BOOM!" Photoshoot <0%> a very riske shoot

5. "Evil" Photoshoot <0%>

6.Nerds: The Fellowship of the Nerd <35%> a film by yours truly about nerds and their culture

7.Vainity's God<0%> my displeasure in the church, society

8. A Little Rain Cloud <0%> photo about a personal saying

9. United <0%> a photo about the one thing that truely brings us all together

10. Urban Lotus <0%> a photo to provoke thought on the people of the streets

11.Without <0%> an emotive shot

12."AR"t <10%> a cartoon of a doodle i made in class

13. You Cant Have Business<0%> fashion/conceptual shoot
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